So i just dont understand!

I have the best boyfriend in the world, i love him so much tho that im breaking. although everything is like perfect and dandy i dont have the perfect life. i should be grateful but im not. i just feel depressed and i feel like there is something wrong. hmm i just dont understand.

You're looking for problems. defeat immaturity where you don't always have to have something to complain about and that should be gone. unless there's something subconsciously trying to dig its head through your skin, any problems going on recently you tried to ignore?