killusall
17 years ago
Strung out for days, being so high you literally dont know your name. Leaving home and coming home 2 weeks later broke and pennyless. Got fired and lost friends due to MY addiction and theirs and death. Most recently been binging on extacy, Ive done over 300pills in 8months(not joking). People say its not addictive im a walking contradiction. |
Beautiful Chaos
17 years ago
Been there, done that, have the t-shirt lol |
mistressxsork
17 years ago
I have friends who are in the same boat as you, except they do not care enough to even admit they have a problem. One of my friends will be housing his own child in January and he is still not clean. He has been telling me for months that he will get sober and start doing right, but it has yet to happen. |
JayJ
17 years ago
^ That doesn't mean you have to be like them! Why don't you prove to them your not like them! your better!? I did! *walking proof* Do something with your life! Get into rehabe or something to help ya out!? If you wanna talk to me about it I am here to listen! maybe I could coach ya threw it!? haha...i dunno! I just have alot of faith for people with bad backgrounds! because I know they can be better! |
mistressxsork
17 years ago
Good luck with that, then. |
4 track demo
17 years ago
When you are damn good and ready to make a change, than do it, stop making excuses and put some action into it, because the only person that can help you is you!...there are many outlets and programs and support groups to help guide you on your journey, but if you're not willing to do the foot work and give 100% of your being than the hell with it stay miserable, this may sound harsh, but that's the reality of addiction, no magic fairy is gonna sprinkle dust on your head and make you better...it's up to you to change...if you want it bad enough you'll go to any length to get it....and i truly wish you well..and i hope you find your way sooner than later...good luck mister!!!! |
Rachel
17 years ago
Ive been there but the thing is im sober now and i wanna use.... i think its our society that provokes us because idk anyone who doesnt smoke or snoff or anything u know... i'm planning on miving over seas see where that takes me get away from the enviornment is def key because everything can trigger it |
4 track demo
17 years ago
Feel free to tell me to piss of but....society has nothing to do with it, staying away from using people is difinitely a key, to stay clean you have to give up all of your "using" friends, and that's really hard to do, you have to find a new group of people to surround yourself that dont use, and that can get lonely at first, and as far as the the change in environment goes, it can go either way, one thing to keep in mind is that no matter where you go, like you said, you still wanna use, and no matter where you go it'll be there...my advice may not mean diddly squat, but i tried the change of venue, and my addiction increased 10 fold, and on the same note i've seen it work for other people, and yes i am a blabbering idiot, but i wasted nearly 10 years of my life suffering, and am now gratefully in recovery..i dont have answers, i only have suggestions....pm me, if you need any... |
Beautiful Chaos
17 years ago
^^Too true |