Here's a kicker for ya..... imput?

Ok so in 9th grade I was on a church retreat and I met vic, we stayed in contact for the next few years, became closer than anything I've ever known etc. he could finish my sentences and same with me. my mom was in a really bad marriage and my step brothers were kinda abusive so I ran away to New Mexico where vic lived, anyhow i was 16, stupid thing to do right. yeah..... well after I went to see him we got into it really bad and things were handled really poorly, he was 18, anyways we stopped talking for 2 years, now a few months after I got back from New Mexico I met Sam, who totally blew vic out of the water. I love sam to death, and we have intenstions of getting married.... or alteast we have seriously talked about it. after college of course, I really cared about vic, and I love Sam. a few days ago Vic contacted me, saying sorry for everything and not a day has gone by he has not thought about me, but his pride was in the way of calling me. I thought I was over it, and over all the hurt that came with it. but now im not so sure if i love sam as much as I thought, cause now all these crazy scattered feelings are poppin up out of no where..... so its a big tangled mess. and I know you never really get over your first love and .... .... yeah, so am I just being stupid? what should I do? should I talk to him and be friends, or just stop talking to him ? sam knows about vic and he thinks I should be fully over him before i commit myself to anyone else. which is the way it should be. *sighs* I'm just flustered lol

La cucaracha, la cucaracha..
erm, sorry.
anyways.

i'd wait and see, before doing anything stupid.

Yeah, what britt said... obviously you and vic were better off as reallty close friends... u two sound like twins...

explain to vic that the time that u needed him, he wasnt there and sam was.