I'm so Lost

i don't know why i even try to live anymore
i do very well in school and shit but still no one can see that i am a nice person or that i deserve alot more than they give me i need soem real people in my life

I have no idea and it's bloody annoying!

Your'e 17. You are on the springboard of your life, but you don't know it yet. Things will get so much better and you will achieve so much, learn so much, and meet some beautiful people, fall in love and have some beautiful children. Celebrate. I know this, and I'm not even a clairvoyant - just a realist. Take care and good luck.