my grandad died please help me ur my last hope

Hi hun

I'm in the same situation as u...and it dunt sound pathetic at all..i lost my grandma a few weeks ago, and she was like my rock, i cared for her, and she helped me with my depression, she was like a really good friend to me as well as a grandma....

and i also went to see her in an open coffin, and was too scared to even touch her, it seems so wrong because she is my grandma, but she just looked so weird, and i keep having nightmares about when i saw her, i just kept thinking that any minute she would open her eyes or start breathing or something...i cudnt help but break down at her funeral, and i was so angry with the people who buried her, for chucking dirt on her....sounds mad doesnt it!

I dont relli no how to get rid of these nightmares n thoughts, cos im still dealin with them...i guess they wil jus go with time..i jus wanted u to know tht ur not alone

xx

Hey KT if you wanna talk about it I am here my email is ghostlytiger@hotmail.com I will try to cheer ya up and maybe help you out,I haven't been on for like 2 weeks because my uncle died in a car crash I was in so yea he was the person I could go to and I know its hard to get over.

I know exactly how you feel when my Grandpa died I was actually made to go see him in his coffin because my parents thought I might regret it later on!?! For so long I could see that image when I closed my eyes but it did eventually disappear. But things will get easier over time

I know how you feel, because I lost my grandpa a week ago.. here in Finland we don't get to look at the coffin or anything like that, and i'm glad about that. After a while you will feel better....God bless
Sonja

hey honey. im so sorry to hear about your grandfather. :( mine died last august. he was the closest thing to me ever. he always kept me out of trouble and he bought me things when my mom was being a meanie butt. :) i remember playing a game a cards as usual and i won. well i siad "next time, you'll win, i'll let ya" and then about two months later he went into the hospital due to a blood clot and he ended up dieing. He was the first person i had die that was close to me. then exactly five months later my grandmother died. i was devastated and i had dreams/nightmares about it too. they will go away eventually. i still have dreams of us playing cards and having fun. i think about the great times we had. i hope everything goes well with you. i'll always be here for ya if ya need anything. :)

Hey im really sorry about your grandfather...I know how you feel..mine day almost a year ago, and i still havent really gotten over it...im really sorry though, if you ever want to talk im here... my e-mail is Ktsmalls21389@yahoo.com if you ever want to talk...feel better..

xX-Katherine-Xx