Just Soothing Words

Hey,

I'm not normally one to complain, but there are times when I need some words. Now is one of those times.

#1: My mother is an alcoholic, her husband is also one. Their child (my youngest brother) must now be given up for adoption. I am the unfortunate one who has to pick the family that my brother goes to.
#2: I had a major head accident just under three weeks ago. The last person I talked to happened to be one of my best friends. Now whenever I see him my head starts to hurt terribly, so bad infact that I almost pass out. Ive gone to the doctor and all sorts of things, but no luck. So I cant hang out with him unless I feel like suffering, but yet not being with him makes me suffer.
#3: My other best friends have scarred me so badly that I can't go through my normal life without thinking of some rather sick, perverted things!
#4: Due to my head injury, I missed a butt load of school, now I have a ton of detention because my spanish teacher won't take "I was unconscious!" as an excuse for missing her class.

Okay, thats all I got. Can someone, ANYONE, give me words: words of comfort, words of sympathy, mean words, words telling me Im stupid for feeling like that? Anything? please. Im like on the verge of major depression.

Alexine is right.
I'm sorry to hear what you are going through, that is terrible. & I hope it gets better as soon as possible.
But until then, stay strong & try to get some help. Make new friends, if you can. Call helplines, get professional help, if you can. Helplines are usually free if you can't turn to anyone else & i hope they are available for you.

I'm here to talk too if you want, or need.

Best of wishes. x

You can't bottle all that in!! thats got to be so hard on you. I used to do that.. and then it go to be to much and i would cry for no reason at night. You've had a hard life, and its gunna be hard. But you have to have someone that you can vent on. Someone who will be there for you in your toughest of times and will be willing to listen to you and help you through things. Keeping things in is a hard thing to do.. even if you don't want someone to see whats hurting you.. it helps... trust me.. i've been through that. You are a very strong person.. let me tell you that. And i believe that you will make it through this.. you need to stay strong for you family even through it may be hard. but you need to be able to break down too.. if you know what im saying.. hang in there girly! and keep ur chin up! :D

Thanks everyone, it helps just to have some sort of message said about junk. I dunno how it helps but it does.
I've got a doctor's note and I showed it to my teacher, but it didnt phase her at all. she just said "oh come on, I get hurt all the time too! you just gotta get over it!" grrr. My principle wont do anything about it because she doesnt like me too much either because I question some of her judging skills (or lack thereof).
I dont know of any hotlines here in Utah...I dont think we have any...other than the rejection hotline. Ill look into those though, I never thought about that before. Thanks!

*MAUH* *GIVES YA A HUGE HUG* message me if you ever want someone to talk to, otherwise hang in there hun