so many ppl but yet i feel so alone

yep i do that!
got so many mates n still feel rly alone. sux dont it
email me if u feel down
xxxxxx

I know where you are coming from.

I always tell people that I am fine when I am not, mainly because:

*I don't want to burden them with my problems, or make them worry about me too much.
*I like to think there is nothing wrong and that life is OK, trying to hide my problems from myself.
*I don't want people to think of me as miserable and always upset, so I put on a cheery face and carry on with life.

However once and a while everyone needs to talk about their real feelings with someone.

Even if you can only post on here for now thats OK.

Eventually you will find someone close to you who you can talk to.

i do it all the time. i consently smile and laugh and pritty much all the time i feel like dieing. sometimes i just cant make myself smile so i dont and people ask whats wrong i say that im fine and that im just tierd or something and they walk away and i feel alone alot cus i know if they cared at all they would stay but they dont so i ake it a point to try to help and talk with every1 who may ever need it cus i knw how much it sucks to feel alone if u ever wanna talk to me there r ways in my pro
~Kathleeny~

That sounds alot like me.lol

and me!

Me three! lol I always lie to the people around me if they ask if im alright but mostly Im pretty good at hiding the fact that Im not alright I just put on a fake smile and laugh and pretend that life is great but I get so sick of being so fake. Ive even been lying lately to the only three people who actually know what Im going through because I feel so bad talking to them about my problems and I know Im hurting them by the things I say and do, even though they have said that they dont mind and would rather know and try and help I cant help feeling really bad about it all especially when I completely lose it infront of them and go on about giving up and suicide etc

I do the same thing and so do my friends we don't want to bring eachother down but heres the great part I'm the one who gets yelled at for not talking even though they aren't either soooooo annoying

Usually I try to act like all is fine but sometimes i let my emotions go, people i know can't accept me not being happy so i tend to be ignored and ridiculed and people get scared of me so i act happy again. And when i act happy no one will take me seriously. Ever.