Boyfriend + defacts= bad problems

I need help with my boyfriend he is the reason I told defacts and that ruined our relationship?.... please help I love him but hate him at the same time

Ok ... defacts is like when people come and take a child away and puts them in a foster home...

Ok... I told the consualr about what my step dad was doing to me and the reason I told her( consualr) because my boyfriend told me to telll and she called defacts and now I am in a big mess and I dont want to be with my bf because of this and I love him but hate him also and I wanted to take a break and he got all mad about it because I wanted to take a break about the thing until the defacts sit. was over