Listen up peoplez

hey people i self harm,yes there is everything wrong with that and yea some of you people might think it's "sin" so what maybe it is?but lemme ask this.would u rather me kill myself than self harm?hey and it's not like i'm not trying to stop.i am trying to stop so i can stop living in this nightmare of terror.you people who dont cut have no idea how it feels to watch yourself go insane or feel like you have no one in the world to pull you out of a seeping terror or wipe away your tears.you dont know how it feels to be looking in while your standing out,like you cant trust anyone...not even yourself.i'm not saying i've been through it all,i havnt lost my parents or was abanded but i've lost people i love and i've felt stranded.believe me self harm was the last choice i had so i took it,and i t only got me into a deeper hole.so since no one would help me get through this,meaning my "friends" i told my sister who is married with 3 kids and 3 step kids.she's helping me alot u know why?cuz she isnt lecturing me about how fucking sinful self harm is!she's telling me she's there listening that she's going to be there for me all the way and help me get through this.she used to self harm when she was 16 because she was pregnant her boyfriend was into drugs and whores our parents disowned her and she had no one to turn to.so i realised what she did.she stopped feeling sorry for herself and decided to fight.i'm going to fight too and i'm going to help other people too.i dont care what u lil fuckers that have everything against self harm but wont lift a finger to help out i dont care what you say cuz all this time while those people have been snickering behind my back are gonna get a news flash.anyways what i'm trying to say is that anyone who is cutting...your not alone and theres always a way out.down let yourself drown in crimson tears,bring yourself together cuz it's going to be ok.if anyone wants to talk or needs to talk clearly u can see i understand.i have msn if anyone wants to talk.xxtwistedtearsxx@hotmail.com

i didnt say i didnt care about people who do self harm,i said i dont care about what people who dont self harm and do nothing to even try to help anyone else.

go rozzy!!!!!! totally agree! hahaha! take THAT rosey n jackie n all u lil fucks! xxxxx

hey rozzy go to kaladaemons.proboards44.com, you can help people there

i have been goin to that site.and i am helpin peoplez so it's all cool.

oh cool what's youre screen name for it?

it's
XxBrokenxX
i think i know you from there!