A gloomy poem

Hi

I'm looking for a completely gloomy poem that makes the heart melts with sadness.

You could try my poem 'A Beautiful Day'

Talks of Self-Inflicted Cessation:
I scream as I feel the warm tears run down my face
As the memories flow and wont leave me to die in this place
My hands are shaking, Body's quivering, Eyes streaming
As I seal my eyes to make it go away, or at least hoping.

Pour another drink in hopes of drowning my sorrow
Instead I pass out, so another day I will borrow
Because honestly my life has to be on lease
Because honestly, these feelings wont cease

My hearts here for me, My hearts here for you
Its everything I need, Its something youve torn in two
So in this I receive pain, In this you receive new life
So Alone forever I will break, Cozy you two, together, will thrive

Forever broken, Hearts unhealing, I will have to end this soon
Perhaps Ill fly away in a big balloon or spend my days in saloons
Or perhaps Ill man up, and just take the easy way out
Itll stay unspoken, though you know what Im talking about

Demise of My Sinuside:
Under the setting sun is where I admitted my wishes of death
And why I cry without reason other than to calm my unrest
And I think of the girls that I once knew, found them high on ecstasy
Which led me to believe theyre all much happier then me,
I think.

A Heart is broken without losing love
A Soul goes finally spoken and plans a trip above
A Fight has been lost and life will soon end
Hopefully, my after life will soon begin
Suicidal

I contemplated ending it all and shooting myself in the head
But I went to town and drowned myself in liquor instead
Where I believe I went home and passed out in bed
Though the details are not quite as clear as needles and thread
Memories hazy

A coward walks past the path that leads out
Filling his emptiness in alcohol is what hes about
A coward he is and a coward he shall remain
Until he can rid himself of this lonely pain
Courageless

What could possibly extricate me from this place?
Deciding upon the best approach to put me in my place
How sharp does the knife need be to cut my ties to this place?
I wonder where my will to live has been displaced..
Distorted Reality

A sadness takes over and he slowly breaks down
His life seems worthless and his cries resound
His courage kicks in and he formulates his plan
His life slowly slips from his bleeding hands
Deceased

When a heart breaks, its never really broken
But that doesnt prove true in my suicide
Look at me, Im dead and I was only eighteen
The details are obscured but its obvious what I came to decide
A Tragedy

Most of mine are sad but I don't know if they're good enough to make your heart melt. Check out my poem 'One Last Chance' if you want for a pretty sad love story.