My situation...

I broke up with my ex because he started trying to be someone he's not. Most of my friends are guys, and he started to be like them instead of himself. This really freaked me out and I broke up with him. My mom told me I should probably take a break from dating for a while, and I was completely fine with that. But I still loved him, I was just sort of afraid. He said he still loved me too, but now he is mad at me. He says he hates me, and he says he wants to die. He wants to die, yet he is still here. He always comes back and apologizes for saying he hates me, but does it all again. He gets mad when I smile at other people, when I laugh or when I have a crowd of friends around me. Those are the times that he tells me he hates me. He is always glaring at me, and all of that stuff. There has to be some part of him that still cares because he won't move on. He refuses to find someone else, but he torments me...I dont know what's going on...