Dreaming To Fall

You know, everytime I feel like I'm over a guy, I end up having a dream about him, and then I feel like I'm not over him anymore. Like this kid, Zander. [Short for Alexander] He hurt me really badly. I mean, the night it all ended, even though it wasn't said, it was kinda implied. It was at the mall and some stuff happened and, I dunno, I just broke down. I mean, the whole day I kinda wanted to cry, but then I decided I didn't want to. But then the stuff happened and I started ballin'. :[ I have never cried so hard for anyone before in my life, at least, not all at once, and when I cry, I usually cry silently, but not that time. I hadn't cried like that since I was a little girl, and Zander, that dipsh-- didn't even notice! Not like he'd even care probably. "/ I thought I was over him, but then I kept having dreams about him. :[ -sigh-
But the reason I posted this, really, is that the kid that I love, he moved away. We never really got the chance to get together. Like, we did once, but it was kind of like a fling, but after he moved, a few months later, he told me how much he cared about me, and it made me cry for a few days, and then I got all confused with my emotions. And I thought I was getting over him, but I'm not. -sigh- I had a dream that he was telling me he loved me. :[
I probably sound so retarded right now. Because this all sounds so cheesy and cliche. But I feel like everytime I think I'm over someone, I have a dream about them. .and then I feel like I fall, all over again.

Alright no ones gonna comment on this crap if you keep making these short a sentences, I didnt bother reading over half of it. Pieces.

Well. no one asked you to read it.