what's wrong with me?

i used to be excatly the same and by looking for problems i created them! you are having trouble believing that things can be as good as they are! you need to just take things as they come and just enjoy it! by waiting for something bad to happen u may justv encourage it! your a lucky girl enjoy it while it lasts! i hope this is understandable??

believe me i used to go out with this guy and i used to b waiting for something to go wrong cos i was so used to rejection and being unhappy that it seemed to good to be true! in the end i ruined a healthy 4 year relationship cos i was so paranoid and waiting for something to come along and ruin my happiness! now im so much more relaxed in new relationship and just leave it up to fate! believe me when i say i sleep alot better at night now and everything is still going brilliantly! hope this is of some help!