Easier to say...

So i broke up with my boyfriend 4 months ago, impulsive decision, he was my high school sweetheart, best friends turned into more and i tried to get him back but he was too scared to trust me again....fair enough. however, he keeps leading me on and hooking up with me, he says we'll get back together and then says hes unsure. hes done this 4 times now. and its pathetic that i fall for it every time. i know hes full of shit im just holding on to that hope that maybe one day he will follow through. it breaks my heart every time he screws me over but i cant let go, he has been such a huge part of my life and everyone knows what our relationship is like because it has been so long that its hard to just cut him out. and every time i try to say something to him about it i feel like i just push him away and that is the last thing i want to do.
im so dumb lol i just want him back so badly so any hint that the love is still there gets me all excited again and then he pulls it away. and because he knows i am always there he can get what he wants and say what he wants and knows that i will never leave.
i need help :(

Hmmmmmmmm

A friend of mine went through a similar situation a couple years back. She also continued to fall for it- she let him lead her on.

I won't go into details, but the ending was not pretty. She let it go on too long, and things just got worse. It -won't- get any better; he's got the upperhand and clearly he's going to take advantage of that.

Trust me, get out now. Before it gets any harder than it already is.

You have written all of your answers in your post.

"because he knows i am always there he can get what he wants and say what he wants and knows that i will never leave."

You have turned yourself into a doormat, stop or learn to suck it up and deal with the pain you are inflicting on yourself. How much can either one of you really love YOU, if you are so willing to hurt you?

I agree with the other post... he is setting you up, you even say yourself that you know he is full of it.

so..... what you you waiting for? more hurt, that's what... stop it and get out.

Amanda said it perfectly.
Forget him.
You deserve better and he doesn't deserve you.

gd luck

xx