What to do?

I fought so hard to get the man i love and everything is great with us now .....but my parents hate him and everyone considers me a big dissapointment because they dont want me getting involved with a guy right now, I keep my grades above a low B I help as much as i can around my house I am the only girl inbetween 5 boys. After spending two weeks in Dallas. I found myself wondering if i just stayed here became numb and quit my life to live a life like everyone wants me too i will finally get tem to shut up about me. I am gettting so torn cuz i love my family but love my bf we have gone through so much together and things are finally ok. He said he supports me in anything i decide he said he will always love me and he'll do anything to make my life better that he couldn't live without me but i think its best to stay here in dallas. I am going crazy i need advice.

They dont like anything about me , the way i write the music i listen or the person i am ....i have done it before where i am perfect in their eyes but thats when i started cutting drinking and doing....alot of stuff.....i dont know

Just follow your heart and don't pay much attention to what others consider to be "successful."

Every individual has their own definition of success and as long as you're happy, that's all that matters.

&& don't make yourself choose between your family and your boyfriend, because that will only cause heartache.

You'll have to find some balance between the two, somehow.

Just do what feels right, and the rest will fall into place.

If you really love this guy, don't let him go.

My parents, they'd kill me if they found out I ever dated anyone. So I just forget. I'm not saying to forget about your family, but what YOU want is more important than what others what. I mean, it's not like he's distracting you from school, or changing the person you are.

You deserve happiness too and you shouldn't let your parents, or anyone else, get in the way of it. This guy seems to really like you and he's a keeper! [lol]
And I would say something like "Listen to your heart" but that sounds too cliche for me. Even if it IS something you should do. .

Have you tried talking to your parents? they could have a valid reason for disliking your boyfriend. and do you really think they hate you? if they did would you still be living under their roof? doubtful. something to think about, yes? and your post is most likely going to get locked if you don't edit the contents. all stuff about self harm should be in the thread at the top of the page.