Angry to tears

Have you ever felt so angry and frustrated that you just HAVE to cry, b/c you can't hold it in any longer? Ever get even more frustrated, knowing you can't do anything about it, that it makes you cry even more? And you have this annoyance in your body, like you simply HAVE to hit something [hard] otherwise you get all stiff until you somehow get hurt?

My birthday. My mom and aunt is making me work. I'm gonna make a long story short and say that my mom's a b----. And I been a complete b---- to her the past 2 days. And I don't expect anyone's mind to be changed by my behavior. But I'm just angry at her and she just keeps pissing <-[can i write that on here?] me off more by being an obnoxious, incompetent idiot. Argh. She's so. stupid.
And it's my 16th birthday, and it's not like I'm having some big sweet 16 or anything. .I just wanted to go to the mall to hang out with a couple friends. -sigh- ):

Yes, i feel like this a lot haha.
ahhg it is so frusterating!
im sorry you have to work on your birthday

Ouch Emma...
I don't really think there was any need for that.
I notice you have a thread open too - should people feel free to tell you no one cares about your problems?
If you have no advice move onto the next thread.

To the OP -
Being horrid and nasty to your mother isn't exactly the best way to change her mind. If you really wanted to change her mind the best thing you can do is talk to her reasonably and tell her how much of a big deal your 16th birthday is to you. Come to a compromise of sorts, tell her you will make up any hours you miss if you can have one small concession .. spending your birthday the way you want.

If she still will not concede, lets be honest with each other ... you have to do as she says. Parents are harsh sometimes and not always for the best reasons, you may just have to live with that.

Best option available to you is to let her know how much of a big deal your 16th is for you. Hopefully she will remember what being 16 was all about.

~Pete.

"Who cares?"

Obviously you do for posting in this thread.

but for on topic I have gotten that upset before. if I think too much about what my ex has done, and things like that it makes me get pretty down.

That was harsh emma "who cares?" Well... a lot of people including me... I know what it is like to be down in the dirt. She posted this for a reason and every once in awhile a person needs to let there feelings out, some more than others.

I do... get angry and frustrated and I break down crying, so you aren't alone on that one.

Emma if you don't care, don't answer, no need to be rude for no reason. I have seen many of your threads and answered some, you are no different than anyone else, everyone needs to talk sometimes.

As I've said before, I don't expect my actions to change anyone's mind. I'm just frustrated and angry and I guess this is how I deal with it. Cuz I certainly Don't have an adult to talk to. And my friends think it's retarded, also, that I have to work. And the girl I work with just quit, so definitely, I can't get off. "/ sigh.

But as of now, 5 days after finding out I can't get off, I'm tired of being mad. I haven't talked to my mom or aunt for the past 5 days. And I guess that's being childish, but also stubborn. "/ I dunno. I guess I just have to deal with it. .

Something tells me that there is a really good reason why your mom is doing this to you and you just don't see the big picture yet... or maybe you do and just want to complain, I dunno, but I doubt your mom is out to make your sweet 16 as miserable as possible.
Enjoy the year to come because you're only 16 once. Happy Birthday

I don't believe she's out to make my "sweet 16" as miserable as possible" how come people keep making assumptions and accusations when I haven't implied anything that has to do with it?

And I don't believe my mom has a "good" reason either. Even if I asked her she'd say "b/c I say so" and that's not good enough for me. She's tried to keep my life locked up in my house for the past 16 years of my life. Because apparently, my friends aren't good enough for me, even though she doesn't know ANY of them at all because she doesn't care about my friends. Because any friends I make are ALWAYS the wrong ones; she judges them before meet.

And she's the one who keeps telling me I was found in a stupid dumspter at the mall and that she adopted me. She's the one who keeps telling me to go "find my real mom" and She's the one who keeps disowning me. She's the one who yells at me for nothing and expect that 2 seconds later, I'll be straight with it. She's the one who gives me NO privacy whatsoever. I mean, you could say she's "worried" but I don't like when she goes through ALL my stuff when I'm not at home. She listens in to my phone call conversations and I wouldn't even be surprised if she has people following me, which apparently, she does when I go to the mall.

I keep my family life seperate from my friend life. And that's how it's come to be.. It wasn't always like this, until everything changed. I have a private life seperate from my family and that life is part of my friend life. They would never understand the things I go through, and they'd be more concerned with the fact that I've had a boyfriend rather than focusing on the REAL problems, the crap I have to go through every day.

And yeah, I know people have problems too. And they everyone goes through crap all the time, I'm not denying that truth. But my family. .They don't know HOW to deal with me. I know I'm a diappointment. My parents don't even know how to talk to me or have a normal conversation. My mom, if she wants something to "get through to me" she has my dad yell at me about it. If my mom and dad want to know something and think that I won't tell them, they get my aunt to bother me about it. I keep secrets from the world, from my friends, and from my family because it's best if they didn't know.