So confused!!!

Everything is soooo confusing!!! i was going out with this great guy that i loved but then i dumped him due 2 emotional problems i was having and i needed 2 fix myself b4 i could b happy with him but then i went on a cruise and fell soooo deeply in love with a different guy! he was so amazing and i've never loved some1 as much as i loved him and i thought he felt the same but then he finally said he never loved me....and now i'm starting 2 talk 2 my ex. again and i'm falling 4 him again but i still can't stop loving the guy from the cruise!! how can i re-build a relationship with my ex. wen i have deeper feelings 4 another guy? it's just not fair 2 neither of us......I'M SOOO CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanx, i guess ur right =]