I Love Him So Much It Hurts<3

Have you ever been so in love with someone that it hurts to be away from them?When they're not around it feels like part of you is missing?Well, that's kinda how I felt today.My fiance,Ethan,&I always spend the weekends together,just me&him...but today that didn't happen.I with him Friday&Saturday but his mother is up to her old tricks again...she's doing whatever she can to try&make me snap&all I can do his grin&bear it.Today I was without him&it hurt so bad.I felt like part of me was missing.Of course he was with me in my heart but I just wanted to be able to touch him you know?What hurts the most is the fact that I've done my very best to keep him&his parents happy but his mother still manages to hate me somehow.She's still trying to keep us apart.She's still trying to hook him up with some other girl.She's still trying to get him to break up with me&ETC...I know she's not gonna get what she wants because Ethan loves me but still.I've bent over backwards for her&it's not good enough.Nothing is ever good enough...I'm not ever good enough.I'm not going anywhere though because Ethan&I are going to spend the rest of our lives together no matter what she or anyone else does.I just needed to get this off my chest.

Amber

Most bfs mum are monsters in law mine is for a fact. They are cunning little jelioius bitches because maybe there love life wasnt so good and they think they can take advantage over the sons gf because they are the mother and they think they are incontrol. My bfs mum labeled me as a slut for no reason and she still hasnt appologised to me so ive just shut her out and have nothing to do with her. Dont say your not good enough because you are and dont let her make you think of yourself like that because your letting her win. You are with him not he so dont try to impress his parents because they will try to make things harder believe me they will act nice one min then stab ya in the back.

if you ever want to talk about it u can pm me for advice or even just a talk i know wat its like.

Cheers

I have actually tried what both of you are suggesting.None of it works.I think she's bipolar or something because she changes her mind all the time.This is one example of it:

I used to go over to Ethan's house every Sunday afternoon after church & one day I decided that I was going to be nice & cook dinner for them.I made them a very nice dinner that they enjoyed very much but you know what she said after I left?She said that she was the mothe rof the family & that she was the one that cooked for them,not me. She said I was just trying to take over.So I didn't cook anything else for them.You know what she said then?She said I was disrespectful & had no manners because I wouldn't cook for them.What the hell?I swear, Josh,I do think she's a cow.*lol*

She's just going to have to deal with it though because nothing she can do is going to make me leave her son.I'm here for him not her.I'm engaged & we're going to get married in a year or so.She's just going to have to get over it. :)

I just realized something i read ur other post about ur bf having PMS lol anyways does his mum know u have developed cervical cancer?

*lol*I told Ethan that when she got old we wasn't going to take her in..we're going to put her in a looney bin*lol*(((maybe before she gets old if she doesn't watch it))

And no she doesn't...&& if she did she wouldn't care anways because i did have a blood infection that could've developed into leukemia but i got rid of that before it got to that bad...but when she found out about that she just treated me worse...gosh i can't stand that woman

Because of your cervical cancer i think shes trying to set her son up with someone else incase u dont have kids n she could also want to be a crazy grandmother aswell thats from my point of veiw anyways. Have u ever gotten mad at her yet. I told my bf that when his mums back crumbles we wont take care of her either and were gonna throw her in a home lol.

She doesn't know though.Neither of us has said anything to her about it...she's just a 2-faced hypocritical b*tch and she hates me..but oh well...whatever it's her problem.