AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
16 years ago
I've been trying to get a hold of Ethan all day today. He's picked up the phone once, talked for like half a minute, and said he had to go.That was at 12:30 this afternoon.He gets off work at 5:00 and he usually calls me and tells me how his day was.Today he didn't so I called him and he didn't pick up.I'd been trying to get a hold of him for a hour and thirty minutes now and he wouldn't pick up...now his phone is completely off.It's not like him to act like that...I wonder what I did wrong... |
AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
16 years ago
I sure hope so...but he's acted mad at me all day... |
AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
16 years ago
I can agree with that.Sometimes I think Ethan is PMS*LMAO* |
AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
16 years ago
Yeah...no we don't live together...yet...we will be soon enough though.He turns 18 in July and he's getting us a house so I'll move in with him then.And thank you.Most people can't get over my age long enough to congradulate me...and congrats to you!I'm sure your really excited to be having one...lucky too...I ca't have any :( |
AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
16 years ago
Well,my doctor's think that I'm developing cervical cancer.He doen't think I'll be able to have kids at all by age 20 & every year that passes the chance of me getting pregnant declinces.I'm turning 16 on March 3.Ethan doesn't want me to have a baby so soon because I'm still in school & what not.We've been arguing about that a lot here lately because I really want kids.I've always wanted 3 kids since I was a little girl...but it doesn't look like that's going to happen... |
AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
16 years ago
Mines not that serious yet so I'll probably have to under go radiotherapy but that will make my ovaries stop working so...yea...I'm trying to talk Ethan into having kids sometime soon |
Beautiful Chaos
16 years ago
As much as you want to be a mother, don't try to talk him into it, if he is not ready that could be horrible for your relationship, there are millions of children out there that need homes and you never know for sure what the future may bring. |
Soulful Ensemble
16 years ago
I know you probably want to have your own children but you could also adopt. If its just not the right time to have children you shouldnt force yourself to. If you think children wouldn't get in the way of school and the other things you have to do then you shouldn't waiver from wanting to have kids, but you should think it through very well. I think your boyfriend is probably not ready to have kids and youll have to consider his feelings too. I'm sure he wants to have kids with you, but maybe not yet. |
AmberSherrellxxIve Been Sitting Here Trying To Find Myselfxx
16 years ago
Yeah...I understand what both of ya'll are saying. I just want a baby of my OWN so much! I know I could adopt but...it just wouldn't be the same.I want to create a child with the man I love...-sigh- |