I just want to cry...

....I have these urges to cry...Im just tired of hearing my tears...
I've been crying for so long...its like an everyday thing.Im sensitive
......

I havent stopped crying since Wednesday night..thats the night me and my boyfriend argued && he said he loved me but sometimes he didnt want to be with me ...
I cant stop thinking about it...
We both said hurtful words....&& its just like...they cant be takes back, nor can I erase them from my mind

I love him..he is my everything..I dont want to lose him
...I just dont know how to make it better....

Please help me?

Thank You so much for the reply to my post...
Your poems are good....really good actually!
I really appreciate your time to actually help me.....I dont mind talking on here but I we can send pm's if you want...

Btw-that quote is true...

But the things is we wern't just saying hurtful things to hurt eachother..I was mad at him for lying to me..so I spoke my mind without holding back && he did in return.....I ment those thing && I really needed to get them off my chest..but now that I have I rather have the weight of unspoken words on my chest than the hurt ive cause him and the hurt he caused me on my chest.....I just dont know what to do anymore

But I really do appreciate the advice...ya know I even tried to occupy myself by doing other things so I wouldnt think about it..I tried calling people..but it didnt work...
He did try to apoligize but i said (I quote)"No I dont want to hear it...Your always expectiing sorry to make things better....&& it doesnt"
He was so mad && hurt ...he told me he loved me && I just couldnt say It back....That never happened before...He was the "one"
the one who took me everything (virginity)
He took my heart
He is the love I never want to let go
Bu I just pushed him away...

He has only called once since the argument && he said he was scared I was going to break up with him...We told eachother how much we missed & loved eachother but it felt so different..so distant in a way
The thing is no one wants us together..&& its so hard to stay together when the school is tearing is apart

Idk

Sorry for saying it all..I needed to get it out..

Thanks again for your help

Aww Your Awesome:)
Thank you so much
I owe you bunches
-Hugs-