So this kid Kyle. .

Okay. So I know I been posting quite a few forums lately, but this is really the only place I -think- I can go to to let out my feelings and emotions, sort of. Well here's the thing.
There's this kid, his name is Kyle. I've known him since 7th grade and we stopped being friends last year. [9th] And he straight up told me he didn't wanna be my friend anymore because I'm "too emo" for him or some sh*t. I know he had a crush on me from 7th-8th. Everyone knew; it was like the most obvious thing in the world. Plus he use to tell me he loved me, but I always thought he was joking; we were close, you know. And i dunno, I changed in 7th, but in 8th, I think he got mad at me for going out with this other kid. And I think he's hold a grudge against me. ."/
He really isn't a bad guy; he IS really sweet and nice and he's a bit shy.. I wish I could turn back time and change things. .And I see him in the hallways all the time and I really wanna talk to him. But I'm scared that if I try to talk to him, he'll tell me that he wants me out of his life completely again, and I don't want him to say that because the first time he said it, it really hurt. And it took me a few days to digest it, the fact that he was serious. ."/